Too Good to people leads to what?

           I really don't know when I'll stop to help people who are not worth helping. I guess it's in my genes or in my blood; all my family members like to help people when they are in need. I know it's good to help people. I tried to correct myself from helping those who don't deserve a help but then I can't. I am always there to help them and solve their problems. Why? If the people whom I helped will always remember that I had helped them before and would thank me for helping them, then I would be really willing to help those kinds of people. When people whom I helped don't thank me, I'll surely remember and not help them in future cos those people are not worth helping. They don't deserve to be helped and treated well. Why is it that those person good friends can't help and can only say, I know how it feels like and blah blah…..

          I know I sounded mean. I should learn to be mean otherwise people will always take advantage of me. I guess it's just that people here are different from those in my home town. People almost my age or smaller than me always act so childish and that's really unbearable. Really don't know when they will grow up… I wish I can be mean and cunning.. hehehhe… Hope I succeed in becoming one!

Don't expect much from even your nearest person whom you meet everyday. Like what Kenneth said in his msn personal message, he said, 'New clothes are better than old ones but old friends are better than new ones.' I agree with him. There is a saying, "Old is Gold." It works very well when used talking about friends and not much about other stuff.

Today, I went to Doors to work because Lydia and Alice got some work to do and couldn't make it there. Actually Samantha was to go but then she asked me if I would like to go and work. I thought it would be good to earn one more day and earn few hundreds. Today, I feel I didn't have much time to rest at work. I don't know why. Guess it's because there were too much homework and test correction of theirs to be checked.

Life is really journey. It' a long, long journey only if we are able to live that long. We never know when and what will happen to us anytime. Our life is not in our hands. It's in God's hands. What I expect in life is to be happy and have enough money to survive without having to beg for food. There is no one on earth who doesn't hunger for money. Money is human's best friend. Without money, you are no one in this world. That's what I believe. I had enough of such discrimination. I won't balme my parents for not being rich, because not everyone born in a rich family are always happy. I feel that as long as I am with my family. That's more than anything I could expect.