You mean so much to me!!!!

Every day when I wake up,
I see your face in front of me.
When I open my book,
Your face appears before me.
When I sleep,
I always think of you.


You are so important to me,
I guess you didn't know that.
You are my friend and my other half,
You mean so much to me.
Without you in my life,
I won't be able to live.


When we are far away from each other,
Then only I came to know,
How much I miss you.
I've never missed you so much before
Hope you will never leave me alone,
I am just too scared to live without you.


I just want to let you know:
How much I care for you!
How much I think of you!
How much I dream of you!
How much I miss you!
And how much I love you!!

Unlucky weeks for me!!!!!!

Last week, on Thursday, I caught cold. I don't know how I caught cold in such hot and humid weather. I ate medicines and I recovered slowly. After recovering from cold, I fell ill again on Tuesday morning. Actually on Monday night, I was already feeling unwell and so I went to sleep at ten pm. On Tuesday, don't know which Satan made a spell on me, that I vomit whatever I ate and drink. I didn't attend class on Tuesday because of my ill health and I slept throughout the day till eight thirty pm without having food and water, because I didn't have the appetite to have anything. Even yesterday, I don't have appetite to eat food and when I think of food, I feel like vomiting. Today I am feeling better. Hope God will protect me from all kind of evils and sicknesses. I really don't want to fall sick again. If I fall sick, I cannot attend class and when I cannot attend class, I miss what the teacher teaches in class. I really hate missing classes!!!!!

True friends are hard to find!!!!

It's really been more than a year since my best friend, Agnes, and I parted. I met Agnes in grade six, in school. We became best friend from grade seven till now. Our friendship is like some six or seven years old now. Agnes and I always help each other in time of need. We are always there for one another even through thick and thin. We never cheated each other. We always share things with each other and so there is no secret kept unknown between us. Though we are far away from each other, we still share our secrets while chatting online or through mail.


I find it really hard to find a true friend in life, but I should say I am lucky to have come across a best friend like Agnes. Then because of some circumstances, we have to part from one another. I know that in order to gain something in life, we have to loose something too. Life itself is not so smooth and most of the time, things won't happen the way we want it to happen. This is 'LIFE.' Though we are far away from one another, but the bond between us are still as strong as it used to be. We were best friend and are best friend and will always be best friend. We are 'BEST FRIEND TILL THE WORLD COMES TO AN END.’


Henri Nouwen said," When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."


I totally agree with Henri Nouwen that instead of giving advice and solutions or cures, we rather choose to share the pain and touch the wounds with a gentle and tender hand. This is what I did for Agnes and I am proud to say I have done it, even before knowing that Henri Nouwen had once quoted about it.

God's decision is the best!!!!

I don't know why I dream every single day. I always dream of something that could happen in reality, in future. I hardly dream of handsome guys with great physique. Is it that God don't want me to think of handsome guys?? I guess God's thinking and my parents thinking are the same; that is, they want me to put studies as my priority and not falling in love. To think of it, I didn't have plans to fall in love, but sometimes when I hear my roommates talk about the things that their boy friend did for them, I feel so touched and at that time I really wished I had a boy friend too.

I just hope I will follow what God wants me to do because He always leads us in the right path and His decision is the best. So I should let God tell me when is the right time to fall in love and to dream of handsome guys.

Internet connection already got blocked for three days now!!!

Today is the third day that I am living without Internet connection in my dormitory. I guess people know the reason why my Internet connection is blocked for days. Actually we have a limit in using the dormitory Internet connection, we should not exceed three gigabytes and since I were downloading movies using Foxy, I have exceeded four gigabytes and so it's been locked. I know some people really can not live without Internet since they spend their time chatting online, but I don't know how I had lived without Internet during these three days.
This is the second time my Internet connection is blocked. The fist time my Internet connection was blocked for more than a week, was during the first semester. I really hoped my Internet connection won't be blocked again, because at times when I really need to contact my sisters or friends, its really inconvenient. I should cheer up because the Internet connection will be in store again by tomorrow night.

Dreams !!!!

Why do people dream when they sleep? Is it normal to dream every single day? I, myself don't know the answer too। Frankly speaking, I dream every single day.

Sometimes I can still remember what I dreamt and sometimes just can't. Today morning, I was awakened by a dream that really makes me feel alone. It's just a dream of my near and dear ones neglecting me. After I was awakened by the dream, I went to sleep again and again, I had a dream, it's like a continuation of my previous dream. It is really scary and I hope this dream won't turn to be true because some say that dreams sometimes turn out to be true too. Since I am far away from my near and dear one, I really hope my horrible dreams won't ever come true in my life. I just hope I'll be deeply attached to my family and friends.

Love you mom and dad and everyone at home... Missing you all too॥

Went to Chia-Yi by train.....

I went to Chia-Yi on Friday afternoon by train. I've never been to the train station of Dou LIu before. The reason behind it is that every time when I go to Taipei, I take the bus and not the train and so I didn't get the opportunity to visit the train station. heheheh..... I went to Chia-Yi with one of my classmate. We had a great time window shopping. We just kept on walking from one street to another and visiting one shop after another. I brought some accessories only. I find the accessories in Chia-Yi cheaper than Taipei. I'm looking forward to visit Chia-Yi again. Hope next time we can start off more early and spend more time and see more places clearly. That's the journey to Chia-Yi by train.

HaPpY aNd SaD dAy!!!

You all must be thinking what do I mean by 'happy and sad day.' It's a happy day for me because one of the instructor of our university, lend me his bicycle today to use for this semester and so from today onwards, I don't have to walk to the DAFL building to attend classes . It's really nice of him. He had always looked after me well, ever since the day I join Yuntech. He always like to make people laugh by the way he talk. He is friendly and caring, but at times he is very serious too. It depends on his mood .

It's a sad day for me because suddenly I couldn't log in to my yahoo mail box and go online in my yahoo messenger. I've been using that same yahoo e-mail address for some six or seven years now. I got so many important messages from my beloved friends and from HIM. I really treasure all those mails and I had never ever deleted them. Those mails are really a part of my life. It means so much to me.It's like dooms day for me now... not knowing what to do. Don't even have much concentration to complete my homework. After dinner, approximately at eight p.m., I try logging in to one of my favorite website where I can listen to all the latest hip-hop songs. God knows why, I just can't log in. It really makes me piss off. Thank God! I got Norton antivirus protection to protect my laptop, otherwise, my laptop would be infected. Many people already got their computer infected by virus. So guys and girls, be aware of the virus and protect your computer. If you all don't have any virus protection software, please download it from any other website other than our university's website. The reason why I said not to download it from our university's website is because in the past, whenever I try downloading it, my laptop gets hanged and I have to turn it off from the ON and OFF button directly.

It's just a small piece of advice to you guys and girls, that's it for now.. peace out!! @> <@

What a day!

Today, the usual class routine starts and I guess it will continue till the end of this semester.
While having the Western Literature class, I felt so sick. Sick in the sense that the room is stuffy because there are just too many students in the classroom and the temperature of the air condition was not adjusted properly. In this case, I really had a tough time listening to what the teacher is talking. It's like I lost my concentration and I felt so restless, not knowing what to do. It was a bit better in the Writing class cos the temperature of the air condition was adjusted. I just wish I won't be facing this kind of problem again cos in the end it's me who is going to suffer if I didn't concentrate in class. That's it for now.. Will keep you all updated soon. bye bye... time for a sleep now.

First English Written Blog!!!!

This is my first English written blog or in other words my second blog I created. The first one was a Chinese written blog, created few days ago.I really had a tough time using it cos it's all in chinese and can't understand a shit.It's really tough for me to create the background and post a message since I don't know where and what to click and all. Then atlast,I gave up using that Chinese written blog and thought of using blogspot.com since it was also recommended by one of the American teacher in our University, name Chris. Even before Chris ask us to create blog, I already had a plan in mind to create a blog so that I can jot down my daily activities and the day spend, be it happy or sad. hehehehehe.... ^_^ I am just too happy to have a blog of my own now and I am still learning how to use the blog more conveniently and easily. So from today onwards I'll be jotting down every bits of things I come across everyday..That's it for now... will post more and let you all know more about the life I'm living in Taiwan.heheheh... take care guys.It's time for me to shut my eyes n take rest now.. byebye

WhAt I LeArNeD fRoM lAsT sEmEsTeR wRiTiNg ClAsS!!!

# What did you learn in writing class last semester, and what was new to you?

Ans. Frankly speaking I already know how to write an essay and all and so I guess nothing was new to me.

# What do you feel are your strong and weak points in your writing ability in English? Is it grammar, spelling, formatting, or expressing yourself smoothly, or is it something else? Please try to be specific.

Ans. I don't think I have any strong points in my writing ability in English, but I do have some weak points, that is I don't have much new ideas and my ideas are simple and not very creative . My thinking ability is up to a certain margin and can't think beyond it.
I think I do have some spelling mistakes since in India, we use British English and the spellings of some words are different from American English which we use here in Taiwan.I think sometimes I do make silly mistake like tenses n prepositions( didn't do that intentionally).

#Also, give me your thoughts on how this first week of school is going for you.

Ans. The first week of school is kind of free since most of the teacher just introduce themselves and their subject and talk about the syllabus for the semester. This Semester compulsory subjects are really boring and the time table is hectic, from morning eight am till evening five pm.So I guess the following week, we'll be having a tough time having classes.Anyways this is school life and so will be busy all the time....no regrets man.